"hey hey you you...
haha, avril lavigne's song is still etched on my mind.

haha, i did not go to school today.
was feeling wheezy yst, s
o decided to stay home and give myself a rest,
from all the brou-ha-ha in school.
not liking it one bit, e
ven on the verge of abhorring it.
nothing motivates or drives me to go to school,
nothing like the ineffable allure of st. hilda's
-shrugs-

so...one whole day to myself,
started plodding on the piles of work
the list never fails to add on, creating distress in me.

i've got china studies readings,
lit assignments,
lit readings,
gp dml/scv,
chinese,
math tutorial,
econs tutorial...plus the imminent tests.
lotsa to complete huh?

i am still not in the zone,
nothing close to the mood to study,
the willpower to excel,
it has all vanished into thin air,
and the air is getting so thin,
i can't breathe.heh.
it's starting to bug and flummox me,
cos common tests are inching closer and closer,
and my progress has been nothing short of pathetic.
many things have been on my mind lately.

decided to surrender everything to god.
he will settle every single issue,
in his place, in his time."

HA. An entry was was blogged on the 8th of May. Have you ever wondered; a simple blog post, or a simple song could bring a sudden gush of emotions?

An epiphany of disparate emotions that run deep. It's as if you could remember each and every tiny bit that happened the first time you wrote it, or the first time you heard that song... it's like you being teleported into that particular situation, exactly at that same time.

Like reliving your life.
C'mon, you too can create your own form of deja vu.
Heh.