Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
If I made you feel second best
I'm so sorry I was blind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
Little things I should have said and done,
I just never took the time,
You were always on my mind,
You were always on my mind
Baby
Tell me..
Tell me that your sweet love hasn't died,
Baby, give me..
Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied
Because you were always on my mind
This particular song reminds me of a special someone. I remember i heard this song on my ipod when my grandpa passed away, and i was on the shuttle bus back to the funeral parlour.
It was raining; torried weather,
but some will argue that it was fitting for a death.
everything seemed grey,
dull and boring, dead to be exact.
People were beside and all around,
but all were quiet,
in silent reverie,
thinking of the could be-s, what if-s.
tears then came like rain,
the should have-s starting ranting,
remorse and moroseness welled up,
but it was all too late.
sad sad times... but god has his plan for the greater good.
trust.
faith.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
"hey hey you you...
haha, avril lavigne's song is still etched on my mind.
haha, i did not go to school today.
was feeling wheezy yst, s
o decided to stay home and give myself a rest,
from all the brou-ha-ha in school.
not liking it one bit, e
ven on the verge of abhorring it.
nothing motivates or drives me to go to school,
nothing like the ineffable allure of st. hilda's
-shrugs-
so...one whole day to myself,
started plodding on the piles of work
the list never fails to add on, creating distress in me.
i've got china studies readings,
lit assignments,
lit readings,
gp dml/scv,
chinese,
math tutorial,
econs tutorial...plus the imminent tests.
lotsa to complete huh?
i am still not in the zone,
nothing close to the mood to study,
the willpower to excel,
it has all vanished into thin air,
and the air is getting so thin,
i can't breathe.heh.
it's starting to bug and flummox me,
cos common tests are inching closer and closer,
and my progress has been nothing short of pathetic.
many things have been on my mind lately.
decided to surrender everything to god.
he will settle every single issue,
in his place, in his time."
HA. An entry was was blogged on the 8th of May. Have you ever wondered; a simple blog post, or a simple song could bring a sudden gush of emotions?
An epiphany of disparate emotions that run deep. It's as if you could remember each and every tiny bit that happened the first time you wrote it, or the first time you heard that song... it's like you being teleported into that particular situation, exactly at that same time.
Like reliving your life.
C'mon, you too can create your own form of deja vu.
Heh.
haha, avril lavigne's song is still etched on my mind.
haha, i did not go to school today.
was feeling wheezy yst, s
o decided to stay home and give myself a rest,
from all the brou-ha-ha in school.
not liking it one bit, e
ven on the verge of abhorring it.
nothing motivates or drives me to go to school,
nothing like the ineffable allure of st. hilda's
-shrugs-
so...one whole day to myself,
started plodding on the piles of work
the list never fails to add on, creating distress in me.
i've got china studies readings,
lit assignments,
lit readings,
gp dml/scv,
chinese,
math tutorial,
econs tutorial...plus the imminent tests.
lotsa to complete huh?
i am still not in the zone,
nothing close to the mood to study,
the willpower to excel,
it has all vanished into thin air,
and the air is getting so thin,
i can't breathe.heh.
it's starting to bug and flummox me,
cos common tests are inching closer and closer,
and my progress has been nothing short of pathetic.
many things have been on my mind lately.
decided to surrender everything to god.
he will settle every single issue,
in his place, in his time."
HA. An entry was was blogged on the 8th of May. Have you ever wondered; a simple blog post, or a simple song could bring a sudden gush of emotions?
An epiphany of disparate emotions that run deep. It's as if you could remember each and every tiny bit that happened the first time you wrote it, or the first time you heard that song... it's like you being teleported into that particular situation, exactly at that same time.
Like reliving your life.
C'mon, you too can create your own form of deja vu.
Heh.
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
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